Monday, April 16

what i've done


In this farewell,
There’s no blood,
There’s no alibi.
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.

So let mercy come,
And wash away…

What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.

Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.

So let mercy come,
And wash away…


What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.

For What I’ve Done

I'll start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done.

I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
What I’ve done.


Forgiving What I’ve Done.

Sunday, February 11

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Bukan Rayuan gombal


Duhai kekasih pujaan yang selalu di hati
Aku menunggumu
Engkau gadis yang selalu hadir dalam mimpiku
Di setiap tidurku

Dengarkanlah aku cinta
Ingin aku
Selalu menjaga dirimu
Menemani di setiap waktu

Dengarlah sayangku
Tiada yang lain saat ini
Engkaulah yang ada di hati

Duhai kekasihku hanyalah dirimu yang kumau
Tiada yang lain di hati
Selamanya hanya dirimu

Dengarlah puisi yang akan aku berikan
Ungkapan hatiku
Tiada yang lain yang bisa keberikan
Hanyalah cintaku

Aku ingin menemani harimu
Yang mencoba mengisi rasa kesepian di hatimu
Sampai nanti hanya selalu namamu
Selalu namamu yang ada di lubuk hatiku

Saturday, November 18

dad, wish u get well soon


da lama juga ya w ga ngeblog. tadi pagi mama tlp, w heran tumben si mama tlp hari sabtu pagi2 pula. ternyata babe w lagi sakit. mana lagi ikut training lagi dy, w langsung panik aj. soalnya si babe mang jarang sakit, tapi sekali sakit biasanya parah. langsung aj w tlp, krn mama bil hp voicemail mulu. ternyata bener. w tlp ampe 5 kali ga ada yg angkat, makin panik donk. n then w sms dy, setelah tunggu kira2 1 jam baru deh dibalas. n dy bil "gpp kok, da baekan" tapi w tau tu cuma nenangin w aj, krn abis tu w tlp mama lagi. n mama bilang papa masih muntah2, kena diare ktnya. dasar lah si papa, cuma pgn buat w tenang aj dengan bil "i'm fine". oya kmrn w subscribe lamaran kerja w ke agasam(anak perusahaannya sampoerna, tau kan sampoerna?) tapi ampe skrg ga ada tlp dari mereka. jadi khawatir ga diterima. ehehehehe. ga terasa ntar lagi w da mo ujian lagi, w harus sungguh2 belajarnya kali ni. for every one who read my blog, pliz pray for my father(waduh english w makin hancur aje ni)_

Tuesday, September 19

canto alla vita


Dedicato a chi colpevole o innocente
perso in questo mare
si è arreso alla corrente
chi non è mai stato vincente?

Dedicato a chi aspetta una speranza

davanti ad un dolore
nel freddo di una stanza

Dedicato a chi cerca la sua libertà

Canto alla vita
alla sua bellezza
ad ogni sua ferita
ogni sua bellezza


I sing to life and to it's tragic beauty
To pain and to strife, but all that dances through me
The rise and the fall; i've lived through it all

Dedicato a chi la sente inaridita
come fosse sabbia asciutta fra le dita
e la sente già finita

Canto alla vita
negli occhi tuoi riflessa
fragile e infinita
terra a noi promessa

Canto alla vita
canto a voce piena
a questo nostro viaggio
che ancora ci incatena

Ci chiama

Non dubitare mai
Non dubitare mai
Non lasciarla mai da sola
da sola
... ancora ...

Canto alla vita
alla sua bellezza

Canto alla vita
canto a voce piena
a questo nostro viaggio
che ancora ci incatena

Ci chiama...

Thursday, July 20

Tuesday, July 18

Finally Free- DREAM THEATER

"You are once again surrounded by a brilliant white light. Allow the light to lead you away from your past and into this lifetime. As the light dissipates you will slowly fade back into consciousness remembering all you have learned. When I tell you to open your eyes you will return to the present, feeling peaceful and refreshed. Open your eyes, Nicholas."
Friday evening the blood still on my hands
To think that she would leave me now
For that ungrateful man
Sole survivor no witness to the crime
I must act fast to cover up
I think that there's still time
He'd seem hopeless and lost with this note
They'll buy into the words that I wrote
"This feeling inside me
Finally found my love, I've finally broke free
No longer torn in two
I'd take my own life before losing you"
Feeling good this Friday afternoon
I ran into Julian
Said we'd get together soon
He's always had my heart
He needs to know
I'll break free of the Miracle
It's time for him to go
This feeling inside me
Finally found my love, I've finally broke free
No longer torn in two
He'd kill his brother if he only knew
Their love renewed
They'd rendezvous
In a pathway out of view
They thought no one knew
Then came a shot out of the night
One last time we'll lay down today
One last time until we fade away
One last time we'll lay down today
One last time we fade away
As their bodies lie still
And the ending draws near
Spirits rise through the air
All their fears disappear, it all becomes clear
A blinding light comes into view
An old soul exchanged for a new
A familiar voice comes shining through
This feeling inside me
Finally found my life, I'm finally free
No longer torn in two
I learned about my life by living through you
This feeling inside me
Finally found my life, I'm finally free
No longer torn in two
Living my own life by learning from you
We'll meet again my friend someday soon