akhirnya balik ke blogku lagi

setelah beberapa lama, ntah berapa lama lah...
aku pun tak tau waktu pastinya, dah lama banget ga ngeblog lagi.

kali ini pun ngeblog karena tak ada kerjaan disini, (dimana ya ini?)

hmmmm.................. mulai dari mana ya?terlalu banyak yg terlewatkan.....

oh iya, salah satu sahabat dekatku (bisa dibilang cuma satu2nya sih) bakalan tunangan dalam waktu dekat ini....
jadi merasa terlangkahi...hahahahaha
but aku senang mendengarnya....akhirnya dia menemukan pujaan hatinya :)
congratz ya babe :)


kemarin juga abangku baru married, banyak yang menemukan pasangannya tahun ini ya (termasuk aku loh :D ) sepertinya tahun ini tahun yang bagus buat para pria dan wanita high quality seperti kami ini (narsis mode= on :p) untuk menemukan pasangan :)


banyak pasangan baru, tapi banyak juga pasangan yang harus berakhir :(
begitu banyak persoalan hidup yang ngga bisa diselesaikan bersama, kadang2 itu memicu hal tersebut..

oh iya, setelah akhirnya engga jomblo lagi........ skrg bisa gandengan ama pacar juga (klo lagi bareng sih), klo dulu kan cuma bisa melototin orang2 yang bergandengan, buat iri aja... pgn ngegojrok mereka...
hahahahahaaa


udah dulu deh, bingung mo nulis apa lagi...lagian ntar lagi mo buka puasa (kyk puasa aja) :)
jadi mo nyari yg jualan kolak dulu nih....


btw met melaksanakan ibadah puasa, bagi yang melaksanakan :)

i miss her so much

today is a fun day for me,
but this night when i try to sleep the shadow of my mother make me feel so sad.
i miss her so much, miss the time when she always call me and the we share about all
miss when she always give me advice how to life.
but now, i cant hear her call anymore, her advice, and we cant share about all anymore.
i wish i can make her happy and proud of me, but i cant, she is gone before everything happened.
i hope she can see me from there, how much we, your son and your husband miss you so much.
we miss that time when she always being there for us.
we miss every moment that we spend with her.
we pray for your happiness.
we miss you so much mom.

thank you

thank you for keep me in your arm when i'm weak
thank you for everything that you given to me.
thank you for take my hand when i'm down.
thank you for always being there for me.
thank you for fill my cup when i'm dry.
thank you for loving me for me.
you are my everything......
you are my all.............
i love you..............

Selamat jalan mamaku

Awal tahun ini, adalah awal tahun yg ga akan terlupakan buatku dan keluargaku
Mamaku yg selama ini selalu membangunkan dipagi hari,
selalu mengingatkan untuk sarapan,
untuk selalu berdoa dan berserah kepadaNya,
yg selalu memberikan semangat untuk menjalani hidup,
yg menjadi tempat pengaduan untukku,
yg selalu menemaniku walopun dia jauh.....
Sekarang mama udah dipanggil kembali ke pangkuanNya, mama udah pergi untuk selamanya.
sebelum kami anak2nya sukses, sebelum kami anak2nya bisa membuat dia bahagia dan bangga, sebelum cita2 kami semua tercapai, dia udah ga bisa liat itu semuanya lagi nanti.
Kecelakaan tragis yg merenggutnya dari kami, kecelakaan yg benar2 fatal.
benar2 sebuah kehilangan yg amat besar, Mama yg selama ini adalah mama yang kuat, mama yg hebat, dan mama yg penuh kasih sayang, harus direnggut oleh sebuah kecelakaan yang tragis.
Kadang hati ini bertanya-tanya, kenapa selalu orang baik itu cepat dipanggil olehNya, kenapa itu harus terjadi, bukankah seharusnya dia masih ada untuk selalu memberikan kata2 nasihat yang baik untuk kami anak2nya?
saat kami benar2 butuh dukungan semangat darinya, butuh dukungan doa darinya, butuh nasehat2 darinya, dia harus pergi untuk selamanya.
berat sekali memang awal tahun ini, inilah cobaan terberat yg pernah aku alami dalam hidupku.
Kehilangan seorang wanita kuat yg kami sayangi, seperti kehilangan pegangan yg selama ini selalu menemani kami anak2nya menjalani kehidupan dan studi kami.
Mungkin benar kata Pendeta waktu itu, mama udah selesai waktunya, tugasnya sudah selesai untuk mendidik kami, skrg kami dilepasnya untuk melanjutkan hidup dan segala cita2nya berbekal dari semua apa yg telah diberikannya kepada kami, saat tugasnya itu selesai waktunya telah tiba untuk kembali ke penciptanya.
Memang rencanaNya itu adalah sebuah misteri yg tidak terpecahkan oleh manusia, kita manusia hanya bisa membuat rencana kita, toh akhirnya rencanaNya lah yang berjalan.

Selamat jalan mamaku, semoga mama masih bisa liat kami dari sana, semoga mama bahagia disana bersamaNya

God, please tempatkan mama kami ditempat terbaik disisimu............

we miss you mom .......

I want to tell the world

A story
About a home With a broken lantern
And a burnt doll
About a picnic That wasnʼt enjoyed
About an axe That killed a tulip
A story about a fire That consumed a plait
a story about a tear that couldn't run down
I want to tell a story About a goat That wasnʼt milked
About a motherʼs dough That wasnʼt baked
About a wedding That wasnʼt celebrated
And a baby girl that didnʼt grow up
About a football That wasnʼt kicked
About a dove That didnʼt fly
I want to tell a story About a key That wasnʼt used
About a classroom That wasnʼt attended
About a playground That was silenced
About a book That wasnʼt read
About a besieged lonely farm
And about its fruits That werenʼt picked
About a lie that wasn't discovered
A story about a church Thatʼs no longer prayed in
And a mosque That no longer stands
And a culture No longer rejoiced
I want to tell a story About a muddy grassy roof
About a stone That faced a tank
And about a stubborn flag That refuses to lie down
About a spirit that cannot be defeated
I want to tell the world A story
Now Light a little candle for Palestine
You can do it
Light a candle One little candle
Watch the darkness fade away
Just try it out
One ray of light
Wipes away the gloomiest
Jet-black nights
As the dawn breaks
Just observe
Can you see that
All the might of darkness
In the world
Cannot extinguish
The faintest flicker
Of a beam of light
Light a candle
One little candle
Watch the darkness fade away
You can do it
Hey.. WORLD
Did you hear me?







by: Tamer Saeed

Pazza Inter Amala

Lo sai per un gol

io darei la vita...la mia vita !

Che in fondo lo so

sara una partita infinita !

E'un sogno che ho !

E'un coro che sale a sognare !

Su e giu dalla Nord

novanta minuti per segnare !

Nerazzurri, noi saremo qui !

Nerazzurri, pazzi come te !

Nerazzurri, non fateci soffire

ma va bene...vinceremo insieme!


Chorus:

Amala!

Pazza Inter amala !

E'una gioia infinita

che dura una vita !

Pazza Inter amala !



Vivila !

Questa storia vivila !

Puo durare una vita

o una sola partita !

Pazza Inter amala !



E continuero

nel sole e nel vento la mia festa !

Per sempre vivro

con questi colori nella testa !

Nerazzurri, io vi seguiro !

Nerazzurri, sempre il vivro !

Nerazzurri, questa mia speranza

e l'assenza

io non vivo senza senza !


Chorus:

Amala !

Pazza Inter amala !

E'una gioia infinita

che dura una vita !

Pazza Inter amala !



Seguila !

in trasferta o giu in citta

Puo durara una vita

o una sola partita !

Pazza Inter amala !



La in mezzo al campo

c'è un nuovo campione

un tiro che parte da questa canzone

Forza non mollare mai !!!


back to chorus

Geek In The Pink

Well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
I may be skinny at times but I'm fat for the rhymes
Pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it
Well isn't it delicious crazy way that I'm kissin'
This baby listen to this don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
But don't ever quit cause soon I'm gonna let you in but see

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
Well,I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know
That I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

like the geek in the pink (do do do...)
well like the geek in the pink, yeah (geek in the pink)

Well my relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
At least when i'm talking about it keep a pattern of flattery and
She was starin' through the doorframe,and
Eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
Well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
Cause I ain't comin' home I don't need that attention, see

I don't care what she might think about me
She'll get by without me if she wants
well, I could be the one to take her home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgettin' what you already know
that I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Hey baby look at me go
From zero to hero
You better take it from a geek like me
Well I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you com....plete them or not

So what I've got a short attention span
A coke in my hand
Because I'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip-flops well it don't stop with the light rock
A shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha so I'm
Developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know
I could be the one to turn you on
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
like the geek in the pink (do do do...)
I'm the geek in the pink ya'll
geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink
so i'm the geek ya'll
in the pink ya'll
geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink

The Remedy

I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
'Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
Now something on the surface it stings
I said something on the surface
Well it kind of makes me nervous
Who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
If you've got the poison I've got the remedy


The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.


I won't worry my life away.

I won't worry my life away.


I heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross fire kind of reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
They were counting down the ways to stab
The brother in the be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh
Death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy
Dance with me, because if you've got the poison,
I've got the remedy

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.


I won't worry my life away.

I won't worry my life away.


When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

Because

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.

I won't worry my life away.

I won't and I won't and I won't

lucky

(Jason)
Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

(Colbie)
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

(Both)
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

(Both)
They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

(Both)
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

(Jason)
And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

(Colbie)
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

(Both)
I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday



ps:this is a really great song. i love the lyrics

when you're gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now


We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

GOMENASAI

yah gomenasai kyk lagunya Tatu, irama lagu itu seperti perasaan w saat ini yg lagi melow bgt
beberapa hari ni perasaan w ga enak gt. ntah kenapa, ga nyaman bgt rasanya.
weekend ini mo jalan2, rencananya mo ke sg trus, ke kl, klo masih ada uang mungkin mau ke thailand sekalian.
dengan perasaan yg krg nyaman ini, takut terjadi sesuatulah.
yah mudah2n semuanya baek2 aja, bokong w rada sakit lah hari ini. klo duduk ga nyaman bgt. ambien ya?tadi da tanya kk w sih, dia da kasi obatnya. trus besok beli deh. mudah2n sembuh sebelum sabtu. mana enak jalan2 tapi ada sakit :(
w lg kangen juga nih ma orang2 terdekat w,keluarga w, temen2 w, pacar w, mantan pacar, dll. kangen deh ma mereka :(

10 tips nemenin cewe belanja

1.. Jangan pernah mengatakan, "Lho, bajunya kan masih banyak!" ,
terutama dalam konteks pakaian pesta. Ketahuilah, seorang perempuan
nggak mungkin mengenakan baju yang sama berulang2 ke pesta2 yang
dihadiri oleh satu komunitas tertentu. Misalnya kalau satu baju sudah
dipakai ke pernikahan teman kantor, baju itu nggak bisa dipakai ke acara
teman kantor lagi.

2.. Menyarankan berbelanja barang yang lebih murah bisa berakibat Anda
harus menemani ke ITC dan sejenisnya. Ini jauh lebih melelahkan. Jadi
pertimbangkan mana yang lebih menguntungkan: mahal & nyaman di mal atau
murah & lelah di ITC.

3.. There's no such thing as a pattern dalam mengunjungi toko/counter.
Bisa linear, bisa acak sampai2 kalau ditarik garis akan menyerupai
benang kusut. Siapkan kompas dan/atau peta gedung bila perlu, agar nggak
kesulitan mencari pintu keluar.

4.. Selisih harga Rp.2500,- adalah alasan yang sangat valid untuk
kembali ke toko pertama. Anda sebagai pengantar, harus siap menjawab di
mana lokasi toko pertama tersebut.

5.. "Cuma lihat2 saja" seharusnya diartikan sebagai, "Cuma lihat2 saja,
lalu dicoba sebentar, kemudian dibayar". Jangan pernah tertipu, apalagi
jika Anda berprofesi sebagai penyandang dana.

6.. Jangan terkecoh dengan tujuan berbelanja. Nia t membeli satu kemeja
berarti akan membawa pulang setidaknya satu barang lain. Kemejanya? Bisa
jadi beli juga, tapi seringkali nggak.

7.. Ingat bahwa sepatu baru memerlukan tas baru yang cocok, dan vice
versa. Bahkan style nabrak pun harus dirancang, seberapa nabrak.

8.. Pertanyaan "Bagus nggak?" harus dijawab dengan tepat. Di sini
diperlukan kemampuan membaca pikiran, karena jawaban "Nggak" ketika sang
pembelanja sangat menginginkan barang tersebut, bisa fatal akibatnya.
Jangan sekali2 menjawab dengan "Nggak tau", apalagi asal jawab biar
cepat pulang.

9.. Pertanyaan "Aku pantas nggak pakai ini?" bisa diikuti dengan
pertanyaan yang paling sulit dijawab di jagat raya: "Kenapa, aku gemuk
ya?". Bersiap2lah dengan jawaban terbaik.

10.. Persiapkan stamina sebaik2nya. Pembelanja bisa tidur lelap dalam
perjalanan pulang karena kelelahan dan puas (sounds like orgasm, no?),
sementara Anda masih harus menyetir mobil menembus kemacetan.

Kalau Anda merasa nggak perlu 10 tips di atas, waspadalah.
Jangan2 firmware milik perempuan Anda masih ada bugnya

my mom

cepat sembuh ya ma

aku tau mama kuat..........

mama pasti bisa sembuh, aku yakin itu.....

love you mom.

dedicate for my mom in this mother day

mamaku itu orang yg paling sabar sedunia kyknya. dirumah itu dia wanita sendirian, ya selain pembantu sih.

mama tu orangnya perfectsionis bgt, dia selalu mau yg terbaik buat keluarganya. kadang2 kasian juga si, krn itu dia jadi ngerjain semuanya sendiri.
dia juga orang yg selalu mendukung kami anak2nya, terutama aku. dulu pas mo sekolah dimedan, sempat ada konflik. dan dia ga berhenti mendukung supaya aku sekolah dimedan.
ntah bener ato nggak, kyknya mama juga manjain aku lah. kadang2 adik2ku rada iri dengan fasilitas yg aku peroleh.

pas udah kuliah dibandung juga dia rajin nanyain kabarku, malah suka ngirimin makanan favoritku rendang dan ikan teri sambal pake kentang.
ma,thanks buat semua yg kau berikan. ga akan aku sia2kan semuanya itu aku akan berusaha membuatmu bangga,

happy mother day for you mom.

love you mom.......



PS:
cepat sembuh ya ma. aku tau mama kuat, mama pasti bisa. aku cuma bisa berdoa untuk itu.

what i've done

In this farewell,
There’s no blood,
There’s no alibi.
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.

So let mercy come,
And wash away…

What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.

Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.

So let mercy come,
And wash away…


What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.

For What I’ve Done

I'll start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done.

I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
What I’ve done.


Forgiving What I’ve Done.

.....

Bukan Rayuan gombal


Duhai kekasih pujaan yang selalu di hati
Aku menunggumu
Engkau gadis yang selalu hadir dalam mimpiku
Di setiap tidurku

Dengarkanlah aku cinta
Ingin aku
Selalu menjaga dirimu
Menemani di setiap waktu

Dengarlah sayangku
Tiada yang lain saat ini
Engkaulah yang ada di hati

Duhai kekasihku hanyalah dirimu yang kumau
Tiada yang lain di hati
Selamanya hanya dirimu

Dengarlah puisi yang akan aku berikan
Ungkapan hatiku
Tiada yang lain yang bisa keberikan
Hanyalah cintaku

Aku ingin menemani harimu
Yang mencoba mengisi rasa kesepian di hatimu
Sampai nanti hanya selalu namamu
Selalu namamu yang ada di lubuk hatiku

dad, wish u get well soon

da lama juga ya w ga ngeblog. tadi pagi mama tlp, w heran tumben si mama tlp hari sabtu pagi2 pula. ternyata babe w lagi sakit. mana lagi ikut training lagi dy, w langsung panik aj. soalnya si babe mang jarang sakit, tapi sekali sakit biasanya parah. langsung aj w tlp, krn mama bil hp voicemail mulu. ternyata bener. w tlp ampe 5 kali ga ada yg angkat, makin panik donk. n then w sms dy, setelah tunggu kira2 1 jam baru deh dibalas. n dy bil "gpp kok, da baekan" tapi w tau tu cuma nenangin w aj, krn abis tu w tlp mama lagi. n mama bilang papa masih muntah2, kena diare ktnya. dasar lah si papa, cuma pgn buat w tenang aj dengan bil "i'm fine". oya kmrn w subscribe lamaran kerja w ke agasam(anak perusahaannya sampoerna, tau kan sampoerna?) tapi ampe skrg ga ada tlp dari mereka. jadi khawatir ga diterima. ehehehehe. ga terasa ntar lagi w da mo ujian lagi, w harus sungguh2 belajarnya kali ni. for every one who read my blog, pliz pray for my father(waduh english w makin hancur aje ni)_

canto alla vita

Dedicato a chi colpevole o innocente
perso in questo mare
si è arreso alla corrente
chi non è mai stato vincente?

Dedicato a chi aspetta una speranza

davanti ad un dolore
nel freddo di una stanza

Dedicato a chi cerca la sua libertà

Canto alla vita
alla sua bellezza
ad ogni sua ferita
ogni sua bellezza


I sing to life and to it's tragic beauty
To pain and to strife, but all that dances through me
The rise and the fall; i've lived through it all

Dedicato a chi la sente inaridita
come fosse sabbia asciutta fra le dita
e la sente già finita

Canto alla vita
negli occhi tuoi riflessa
fragile e infinita
terra a noi promessa

Canto alla vita
canto a voce piena
a questo nostro viaggio
che ancora ci incatena

Ci chiama

Non dubitare mai
Non dubitare mai
Non lasciarla mai da sola
da sola
... ancora ...

Canto alla vita
alla sua bellezza

Canto alla vita
canto a voce piena
a questo nostro viaggio
che ancora ci incatena

Ci chiama...

me n my frenz

me n my roommates at wet party.....guess where is me?????

Finally Free- DREAM THEATER

"You are once again surrounded by a brilliant white light. Allow the light to lead you away from your past and into this lifetime. As the light dissipates you will slowly fade back into consciousness remembering all you have learned. When I tell you to open your eyes you will return to the present, feeling peaceful and refreshed. Open your eyes, Nicholas."
Friday evening the blood still on my hands
To think that she would leave me now
For that ungrateful man
Sole survivor no witness to the crime
I must act fast to cover up
I think that there's still time
He'd seem hopeless and lost with this note
They'll buy into the words that I wrote
"This feeling inside me
Finally found my love, I've finally broke free
No longer torn in two
I'd take my own life before losing you"
Feeling good this Friday afternoon
I ran into Julian
Said we'd get together soon
He's always had my heart
He needs to know
I'll break free of the Miracle
It's time for him to go
This feeling inside me
Finally found my love, I've finally broke free
No longer torn in two
He'd kill his brother if he only knew
Their love renewed
They'd rendezvous
In a pathway out of view
They thought no one knew
Then came a shot out of the night
One last time we'll lay down today
One last time until we fade away
One last time we'll lay down today
One last time we fade away
As their bodies lie still
And the ending draws near
Spirits rise through the air
All their fears disappear, it all becomes clear
A blinding light comes into view
An old soul exchanged for a new
A familiar voice comes shining through
This feeling inside me
Finally found my life, I'm finally free
No longer torn in two
I learned about my life by living through you
This feeling inside me
Finally found my life, I'm finally free
No longer torn in two
Living my own life by learning from you
We'll meet again my friend someday soon